I LIKE YOU!! FROM TODAY ONWARDS I WILL PROVE TO YOU TAT I AM TRUE!!

i hab not been posting for a long time cause of many unhappy things tat happen last week.i hab realize tat nothing is forever de and tat means BROTHERS too.hais why mux us be separated cause of tis type of things?? I always tot our bond is strong but after this incident it proves tat i am wrong. I hab decided not to care bout all this nonsense anymore cause i wish to lead a happy life before i face my nightmare!! And dennis remember wad you promise mi!! I wish to concentrate on my studies and something else now. I don know why everytime i saw you i just cannot speak out words from my mouth,maybe is cause i feel tat you still do like him ba, maybe wad i did is not more than wad he did for you ba. I don know whether should i just forget bout it, i just feels tat you are very unhappy and i wish to care for you. but is tat possible? oh well lets get back to the subject, today went to 445 and meet up with swee kheng and co and den sat at coffee shop for awhile and den bert arrived. After tat swee kheng ask jing yi to come over and i was like *wad shld i say*? and in the end i did not say anything to her. WTF!!! deng yuan is so fucking useless!! i really don know wad is fucking wrong with mi??? i need a counsellor soon! Bert went home to change cause we are going safra to meet joseph and ah peh to play pool, so i went to north park to slack with mei yee, swee kheng, kelvin poon and jordan first while i was waiting for bert. Swee kheng asking mei yee the same question and everyone of us was laughing our ass off lo because swee kheng was damn retart la. BLOWJOB COMPANY!!! OMFG!! hahahah. When bert arrived we went to 445 cause i was HUNGRY and everyone just hab to pei mi go eat.whahaha. very gangster hor? After eating i and bert took bus and went to safra, i was suppose to play pool today but in the end joseph and ah peh was playin bowling!! ROAR!! but nvm at least i play two rounds of pool with bert first. After everything we cabbed down to t mart but i wish to declare something!! I AM TREATED UNFAIRLY CAUSE I DON INTEND TO TAKE CAB CAUSE I GOT EZ-LINK CARD!! but at tat moment i think i don hab much choice. hais deng yuan is a poor boy. Reach mart and play dota with wei wen and co and after tat went home. i am going to study again tml cause i onli can take a break once in a week. I WILL PASS MY O LEVELS!!


















one setback does not mean failure, success only comes with a series of setbacks...

Hey guys i am back, sorry this few days hab been busy for some things so hab not been posting. oh well today was woke up by mei yee msg, she ask mi whether i got go down 445 anot cause she say she was alone cause swee keng and bona has detention and den i told her tat i will go down after i finish bathing my precious kitty and yeah i am a cat lover!! haha. i reach 445 at bout 1 plus and den i saw bert , kiat and terence,i tot i was the earliest,hahahaah,oh well den we went to coffee shop to pei kiat eat and slack at ther for awhile. I tot mei yee was in school but when i msg her den she ask mi go 450,waa si bei gangster hor!! ROFL!! also cannot blame la,our family genes are very GANGSTER de, agree?? haha,so i went to 450 with bert and co den we saw kelvin and co at 450 already. swee keng and bona join us after their detention and swee keng did something which make us really laugh our ass off and it is also damn obscene lo!! Lmao!! but i feel very happy cause being with them makes mi feel tat i am no longer in the world of sadness and this guys are quite cute sometimes. We went to coffee shop after tat because i am HUNGRY and swee keng wants to drink water and so it just link the whole group of us to the coffee shop. After eating we went to bubble tea shop( standard place) to slack, i ask bona alot of question but he just can't seem to answer and he was sot by dennis and hubert for the *follow wad i do* thing.whahahah.damn retarded la he. By the way, bona told mi tat you say i no longer like you and i did not msg you already and a strange feelings just came. I felt abit sad and i don know why? Maybe is cause tat i still do like you and i feel like msg you but does holding on and pursuing something tat don belongs to mi works? I am not a good guy and i do know tat, i cannot give you happiness so i onli can just forget bout it. Just let him say the three words to you ba. Anyway i will just wish you all the best!! i shall post till here and lastly LIFE IS SO STRESS AND BORING!! I THINK I WILL FLUNK MY O LEVELS!! who knows?? haha.

























People often say when there is a will, there is a way. I have the will but why i just can't seem to find the way?

Hey i am back to post again,hab not been posting for 2 days le and MADELINE is complaining!! today went to t mart to study with mei yee,veron and jordan. We were suppose to meet 2.30 but in the end jordan was the first to reach and i was late by few minutes,mei yee still say see who will reach first.hahaahah.i was the one to reach first!! but mei yee was not the latest,veron was the latest!! she reach bout 3 plus!! nvm i am used to it le,as she say it is our FAMILY GENES!!I study physics and mei yee and veron study maths, we were all studying initially but after awhile veron starts to behave abnormally ( laughing non-stop) know why? Cause she is being entertain by a metha person!! wtf!! The so call *ah girl* is so irritating lo and she has the habit to eat the leftovers by the customers! wth la! damn disgusting lo! Mei yee and veron keep laughing like mad girl lo and veron bang her head when she was laughing.whahahaah.stupid right? The atmosphere become quite entertaining and everyone of us was distracted from our studies, please lo i am like desperating studying lo but in the end i am also brought to their WORLD OF LAUGHING. At bout 6 plus mei yee need to go home le and veron send her to the bus stop and den mi and jordan went up to play dota with jun yu and co.i know dota is a childish game la veron but i need to relax my brain a little bit ma.i hab been studying everyday lei. Stayed at lan shop till 10 plus and den headed home with jun yu, wei wen and dennis but i and dennis slack at north park for awhile while jun yu and wei wen headed home. I don know why mi and dennis like north park so much? maybe is because there holds a lot of memories for the 4 of us ba. Do you stil remember how i hold you in my arms at north park and do you stil remember our happy times there? i think you already forgotten le ba.I just wish all the best for you and maybe leaving mi will be the best thing for you. I will be locking our memories in my heart and from now on there will be no one else to be in my heart already so don ever ask mi whether i got girlfriend anot. ok i shall write till here. I LOVE MY GANS!!















i shall define love as the strangest thing on earth.

COURT POSTPONE!!! erm i don know whether tat is good or bad,whahahahaha nvm anyway wad ever sentence i get i will take it like a man.I saw many of my brothers in court today and somehow i got a very strange feeling,it is as if we are total stranger! omg y do i hab such a feeling? Happy times are over and simei brothers are no longer the same anymore! Good times don last forever i know and we mux stil move on with life. is tat abit ironic??? today slack with hong kiat bert mei yee(sun-nu) and wen hui at 450, i keep taking candid pics,whahahaahah and i keep aiming mei yee but still i cannot take any pics cause she keep covering her face all the way.After tat we went to 445 to eat and then we play so called *black magic* with wen hui and mei yee, they sot sia cause they don know how come i know whatever they tell bert.hohoho! after tat went to t mart to dota again and den went home.simple and happy life today.






















i still keep your photo in my wallet, but i don feel any sadness anymore because my heart told mi tat you will live forever in there.

hi everybody this is the my second post of my new blog and thanks to MADELINE for the design of my blog! today i wake up at 9.30 am and it is damn early la cause to mi i mux slepp until afternoon then i will be energetic but nvm la cause today need to go tomb sweeping.hahahaha. Went to toa payoh first to pay respect to my grandfather and then head to CHUA CHU KANG!!! omfg it is damn far la and i went in a TRAIN!! reach cck cementry at bout 1 plus, pay respect to my grandmother and waited for awhile cause my father wants to stay there longer. it is quite strange tat y my grandfather and my grandmother are not buried together but the most funny thing is tat I DON EVEN KNOW Y?????? den headed down to tampines to meet hong and kiat but when i reach ther i chua sai sia cause i saw many ppl sitting together wit them and i tot wad happen sia and then in the end is the jordan lan jiao tai ji.hahahaha. oh well after tat slack awhile at bubble tea shop den headed down to t mart to play dota. END OF MY SIMPLE LIFE TODAY.COURT TOMORROW!! HOPE I WIL BE FINE!!











hi i still do miss you alot,hope you are happy with him

A BRAND NEW BEGINNING DENG YUAN LIFE!!
today is the brand new beginning of my life and i am creating this blog to note down everything that
happens to me everyday regardless it is a good thing or a bad thing and it allows mi to
remember the past as i move on with my life.today i saw madeline's gans blog and i am
really very happy because i realize that there is still some ppl out there tat cares for mi and i
really appreciate tat.Many things has happen to me recently and it makes mi realize alot
of things ,nearly experiencing death i realize tat it is important to cherish your loved ones
and all those ppl tat care for us.i hab decided to change for the better and i know you guys
will give mi ur full support right? i fell down totally when all this things happen but you guys
are the ones tat makes mi stand up with my both feet.THANKS ALOT!! DENG YUAN IS NO
LONGER MAN HE USED TO BE!! and i shall live my life each day more meaningful.

DengYuan
19 in coming DEc8
I LOVE xiaohui baby(:

Be with my baby girl forever :D
with my gans forever
with my brothers

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